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lyrics

Hold my tears.
There’s nothing left to see.
Just wanna disappear.
Will someone be looking for me?
Was I anything to anyone
or just another face to forget?
Still fight against the bathroom mirror and
I can’t believe that’s me staring back.

I’m feeling so sick of being alone in this world.
I’m feeling so sick to hold my breath for so long.
I'm pretty damn sure I'll never find the solution
to fix all my doubts and then destroy my reflection.

Insecurities are waiting
at my door for me to break
everything that I've made and now
dirty hands are raping all my scars.
Have I lost my faith?
Hundred times.
Should I count the days?
From here to the end.

Should I count the days again?
Until the one I die.
My heart is skipping beats again.
I will carry this feeling even inside my coffin.

Enjoy the moment while I scratch the coffin.

I’m feeling so sick of being alone in this world.
I’m feeling so sick to hold my breath for so long.
I'm pretty damn sure I'll never find the solution
to fix all my doubts and then destroy my reflection.

Insecurities are waiting
at my door for me to break
everything that I've made and now
dirty hands are raping all my scars.
Have I lost my faith?
Hundred times.
Should I count the days?
From here to the end.

Insecurities are waiting
at my door for me to break
everything that I've made and now
dirty hands are raping all my scars.

Dirty hands are raping all my fucking scars.

credits

released April 4, 2020
Music and lyrics written by eyelid.
Recorded by eyelid.
Mixed and mastered by Jarno Bellasio - Theorem Studio

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eyelid. Milan, Italy

eyelid. is:

Simone Caronni - vocals

Gabriele Zanardi- rhythm guitar/backing vocals

Matteo Alemanno - bass guitar

Samuele Nicosia - drums ... more

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